i think i know where i'm headed, won't be in heaven
probably roam earth as the ghost of a legend
everything i wrote was offensive
said a lot of bad things whenever i spoke and i meant them
had a dream i was old and decrepit
felt death enter and i froze when i sensed him
after clearin' my throat from the tension
took my last breath and chose to accept it
death follows me around like a shadow
night time, i can hear the sound of his shackles
listen as he calls my name out
i fall and break down in my house made of walls that make sounds
you are prayin' for nothin'
embrace it and love him, there is no escapin' his clutches
can't sleep cause of nas, and somethin' he said
that stuck in my head, "sleep is the cousin of death"
should i take my own life?
cut my veins and hold tight, durin' a rainy day or cold night?
or stay on my quest and focus 'til the day i'm in bed and hopin'
that death approaches ..
UK rapper and composer Oscar reconnects with his youth on a sleek, diaristic LP influenced by ’90s hip-hop and '00s R&B. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 21, 2024