Trapped Forever

from Shark vs Cake by Fubar & Edd Bundy

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lyrics

Verse 1:

I'm blind, even with my eyes wide open
I write lines, navigating life blind folded
I keep going knowing that I might die hopeless
trying to achieve as many Christ-like moments
I've survived some incredible dreams
where I feel like I'm alive but I'm dead in the street
my mind isn't letting me sleep
it'll finally occur when I die and I'm resting in peace
every single line wrote is heavenly
the purpose is catharsis so I might show you clemency
all I can really do is try coping mentally
I suffer from depression and bipolar tendencies
finding it impossible to change, but I'm aware
life is horrifying, it ain't fun if you're scared
seeing eye to eye remains up in the air
we're fundamentally different our pain doesn't compare

Verse 2:

I'm still in recovery, heart was broken in the past
hard to focus on a track
still I survived another year in our history
going through the motions knowing that it's clear we are in a dream
from here to infinity
I'm using furious anger to steer me to victory
if I ever die I'll reappear as a guillotine
to sever any previous fears that were killing me
I was pissed on a mission to die
lost the man who assisted in giving me life
I was convinced I was living a lie
now I'm Matt Dillanhunty and Christopher Hitchens combined
with 2 step kids and 2 children of my own
I'm a GOOD GUY, yet a smooth CRIMINAL with flows
true mission is to grow
trying to not make a SPECTACLE of myself and yet improve VISION as a whole