there are times I feel something is missing at the core
wish I could take life and grip it by the horns
sick of being negative and wishing it was more
instead of just accepting that I'm living in a storm
surrender entirely as the melody plays
feels like an eternity every second it takes
let me escape, gradually my memories fade
and now it feels like I'm entering the heavenly gates
ordinarily possessed with incredible rage
shit is over with the moment that I let it engage
plus the weight of the world upon my shoulder
is so heavy I crack concrete every step that I take
skeptical brain at war with untestable claims
body of work resembling a skeletal frame
living life in a reality where jealousy reigns
but what a difference a synthetic chemical makes
Verse 2:
I've endured an apocalypse alone
reason why I'm toxic with the flow
the reason that I never take the positive approach
reason why when I hear you rap I fantasize of chopping off your dome
currently I have a couple fans
but I know when I die I'll be anonymously dope
life is like a comedy a joke
yet I play knowing that I'll never get to the top I'm talking Stockton and Malone
listeners think I gotta be insane
perceived as demonic in a way
I inhabit and prosper wherever there is ominous terrain
accepted I will never feel the opposite of pain
locked me in a cage but I got up and escaped
now it's fuck trying to have a positive exchange
I'm just another droplet in the rain
when I'm rotting in a grave I promise I'll be forgotten in a day
UK label Def Pressé taps legendary New York hip-hop producer Blockhead for the fifth installment of their KPM Crate Diggers series. Bandcamp New & Notable May 5, 2024