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The Desolate One
02:42
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Verse 1:
where do I begin? yet another day full of confusion
Hell is what he puts in his music
looks for improvements, seems like he fails at every turn
underneath a veil of many words
it's all an illusion, vexed while he's talking to humans
but kind of like a wall with his movements
stone faced, this is the performance of a lifetime
thinks he should've used even more of it in hindsight
actor of a different pedigree
spits to melodies
makes fun of himself, equips his enemies
atheist on a foundational level and yet his gift is heavenly
halo above a couple of horns
I was told all I had to do was trust in the source
but apparently his undying love I ignored
now I'm perpetually stuck in this dungeon of sorts
Verse 2:
he's a legend in the making, every single statement
he makes is in preparation of whatever destiny awaits him
looking for the day that he mentally awakens
looking for a glitch or a message in the Matrix
yet again he's in the basement regrettably forsaken
never will he ever be complacent
trust, he's an enemy of Satan
if you think otherwise you're incredibly mistaken
in the eyes of a Christian he is truly a disgrace
based on the music that he makes
it is obvious they don't have a clue of what it takes
to try and not punch annoying humans in the face
admittedly it's brutal in a way but it's usually the case
he tries to improve on his mistakes
using humanistic ways
bares his cross for you to witness knowing that he is soon to be replaced
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Fubar:
allow me to start it from the top, harness what I got
pay attention to the bars I interlock
heart is in a box, dark as any plot
from Stephen King, some days it's hard to even watch
thinking of the days I was starving on the block
no feast, only famine there were hardly any crops
staring at my carcass as it rots
human at the end of the day but still a part of me is not
wires in the place veins are supposed to be
I suggest you don't engage if you notice me
I used to pray with a rosary
and now I say other people are to blame when I know it's me
getting better at accepting my mistakes
lesson of the day, I would take even less than what I make
to be happy but regrettably will never be the case
different yet I'm technically the same
Sadida:
who is going next? you could only guess
this fool is no one yet in the booth with no regrets
doing the same shit, a noose for older heads
time keeps flying away and losing moments left
clocking in, clocking out, choose the slowest death
price I got to pay the dues for holding checks
painting on smiles, in truth a total mess
smoking weed helps but doomed to overstress
my thoughts racing and never a finish line
enter a twisted mind, the hell that I hid inside
don't want them to know how it felt to be victimized
telling them little lies pretending the kid is fine
the goods are damaged from those who took advantage
developed anger issues that I should've managed
they all looking panicked but y'all couldn't hack it
one day in my shoes would step a foot in traffic
Subcon:
a dark cloud, it hangs above my head and
casts a shadow of this doubt that's found that does my head in
dreading my next steps, my direction and just where I'm heading
in my head and fending off the beasts and demons I have let in
that's a dead end, head wind to my ascension
a resistance that's persistent and it twists at my intestines
vicious an infection, exists this sickness spreading
it's intense and how to fix it's not within my comprehension
it's depressing this reality has set in now
embedded in my head and just the pen can tend to get it out
this shit it mounts, and time I find diminished now
it's always flying by with how the hours feel like minutes now
vision clouded, clarity shifting in and out
can't see the bigger picture when I'm not in any image found
I second guess and question all in which I offer
am I dope or do I suck as just another dumb imposter?
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Echoes in the Distance
03:13
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Verse 1:
there are times I feel something is missing at the core
wish I could take life and grip it by the horns
sick of being negative and wishing it was more
instead of just accepting that I'm living in a storm
surrender entirely as the melody plays
feels like an eternity every second it takes
let me escape, gradually my memories fade
and now it feels like I'm entering the heavenly gates
ordinarily possessed with incredible rage
shit is over with the moment that I let it engage
plus the weight of the world upon my shoulder
is so heavy I crack concrete every step that I take
skeptical brain at war with untestable claims
body of work resembling a skeletal frame
living life in a reality where jealousy reigns
but what a difference a synthetic chemical makes
Verse 2:
I've endured an apocalypse alone
reason why I'm toxic with the flow
the reason that I never take the positive approach
reason why when I hear you rap I fantasize of chopping off your dome
currently I have a couple fans
but I know when I die I'll be anonymously dope
life is like a comedy a joke
yet I play knowing that I'll never get to the top I'm talking Stockton and Malone
listeners think I gotta be insane
perceived as demonic in a way
I inhabit and prosper wherever there is ominous terrain
accepted I will never feel the opposite of pain
locked me in a cage but I got up and escaped
now it's fuck trying to have a positive exchange
I'm just another droplet in the rain
when I'm rotting in a grave I promise I'll be forgotten in a day
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Donny G:
you might get looped like Tupac in Juice
I'm steady kicking in the speaker, kill the song to boot
leave them duped, load the lip and let the monster shoot
the herb I'm blowing like a flute to bring the devastation
tell me how the metal taste
I've been around horror, I'm Leatherface
my brain dripping out my fate through the metal plate
ace lines separate the weak from the great
no fire bomb, I play the siren song, the only way to catch a snake
make no mistake this music is love hate
They're using up all the current removing the plug, wait
just a minute, keep the greatness in it, since a youth I always play to win it
toss me in my grave with an eighth of spinach
the verbal massacre, I capture this through the apature
grill them but this ain't Gotham you ain't taxing this villian
I keep it imminent, my conscience is minimum when I'm killing them
ain't never feeling them, let the monster out then I finish them
HiddenRoad:
join the battle quick, HiddenRoad savagery
walk on field, demolish enemy battery
radio the air strike, explosions nearby
flames kiss the bare sky, known for bear fights
are you not entertained when the blood pour?
want more? whole squads storming through your front door
bring the swarm, gun corps, corpses in the wake
scheming shoes of concrete - force you in the lake
paint portraits with the greats, lords of the unknown face
Rhum'1 set the pace
Fubar swing the mace, moving through in formation
brigade full of brigands, nastier than whores' basins
wash you out the game, brought the clorox for the stain, bitch
basic procedure, 9 milli to the brain shit
two shots, toss the throw away, never trace it
move at night, by day keep stowed away in the basement
Fubar:
I'm sort of demented, wore as a necklace
in the past human spinal cords and intestines
more than aggressive with a morbid obsession
to cut legs off for some Jordan Elevens
amazingly ill, crazy with skill
stand a mile away and you'll still receive a blade in your grill
I'll never stop, still people pray that I will
cease to exist for trying to erase what I've built
I suggest you come to terms with the fundamental fact I cannot lose
if you're a fan then I got you
I am back with another battle rap that'll shock you
kind of like lightning from the hands of the God Zeus
mythology bars, anomaly armed
same way the Greek Myth Hecatoncheires are
psychologically dark, ghost riding (writing) and uttering hyperbolic remarks
standing on top of my car
I'm the spirit of vengeance kind of like The Devil with horns
or Johnny Blaze in his skeleton form
ready for war
Ghost Rider riding a bicycle to peddle it toward the sacred heavenly doors
I'll erase every memory stored
let us see if you can overcome and weather a storm
it's unusual that never before
has anyone ever witnessed a brain this fundamentally warped
I exist in the sort of abyss that introduced Leviathan
forcefully remove your biases
cue the violins
break your arm then give you the sling that King David slew Goliath with
destiny is clear I'm a man who's without limit
spill enough blood that you can actually drown in it
I was looking for an answer but found crickets
now all I do is clash with devout Christians
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Jake Haw:
you know the motto, live without a code to follow
smoking barrel hit the throttle like there's no tomorrow
I ain't going viral
I'll go to Cairo on a camel's back with no food or water just the Holy Bible
there is no survival, though I'm the North Star born to guide you
witness the shine and I'm known to blind you
there is no revival, can't get your sight back
back-pedal 'til I curb stomp you on a bike rack
you like that, get your mic jacked
write crack boulders still I'm colder then an ice cap
Jake Haw dawg I'll fold you with a spiked bat
rock your head leave you looking Glenn on the Walking Dead
I don't talk to feds, fuck a penny for your thought
I'm in the club whipping pennies at a thot
soul empty as your vault, never fault, never fuck with me
I'm hungry commit 6 sins to supply to gluttony
Hi-Q:
you have your face in screens
I patiently wait in your waking dream
create the scene with booby traps that activate from screams
it's plane to see your head has vacancy
this ain't the Major Leagues but you'll get chewed by Q trying to play with me
I took the "H" from "Heart" and used it on ancient art
you play your part choosing the greatest harm like shooting "H" in arm
so play your cards, I hear your flow and yawn
play the track in reverse and zombies grown in your lawn
then I curse you like The Lady of the Lake
so something grabs you by the leg and makes you pay for your mistakes
how's that flow taste? I'm out of control and got no brakes
the flow shakes you out of your soul until your bones break
I'm rambling over half a minute
I'm gathering up this bag of dicks to throw you bastards in it
nobody does it like I do it so you can't forget it
acting like I'm losing on the cards, I have to finish
Fubar:
I'm the one people say is the worst
tormented with a brain that is cursed
to reject faith and face the absurd
I'm expected to burst into flames in a church
Satan speaks through my music when it's played in reverse
in their eyes I am such a disgrace
after listening to stuff that I say they think I must be insane
but what I'm doing is strapping myself down to cut with a blade
to expose you to chunks of my brain
this is just an escape for when it feels like I'm stuck in a cage
and every cloud is the color of grey
I'll try and change them as long as there is blood in my veins
but it's incredibly tough using this bucket of paint
I try and hide it, the fact that I suffer in pain
inside a dungeon in chains
for what it feels like a neverending number of days
attempting to avoid yet another mistake
until I'm faced with another escape
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Necessary Evil
03:40
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is it time, to illuminate the dark?
ruminate and start to communicate with bars
soon to make it art, truly I'm bizarre
I realize I should embrace the scars
and instead use them as a fuel source to try and get my point across
let's destroy the walls
erected in the past, enemies aggressively attack
I'm essentially defending what I am
I address it when I rap
it can be offensive it's a fact, it appears any empathy I lack
but the messages embedded in the track
reveal the anxiety that creeps in the second I relax
I seek perfection but I never get it right
if I ultimately reach it I'll be pleasantly surprised
over-analyzation is a specialty of mine
all I want to do is leave a legacy behind
dwelling on a past I'll regret until I die
while relishing the moments I'm incredibly alive
it's a feeling you describe as heavenly divine
knowing that the treachery eventually subsides
I've analyzed myself, this is what a war is all about
perpetually looking for the source of what I found
finally realized the "why" isn't nearly as important as the "how"
there are days, brain is a graveyard as morbid as it sounds
with a myriad of corpses on the ground
you're under the impression there's a fortress in the clouds
assuming I'm here to try and force you into doubt
reality is I don't give a fuck what you believe
if it makes you a better human then trust me I agree
the fact that I'm an atheist you think that it must be a disease
or some sort of punishment indeed
fanatical beliefs in a way are like a virus
it's very similar to David and Goliath
how I'm able to overcome with bravery and violence
it's very difficult escaping it I've tried it
feels like I was carried out of the nursery cursed
sometimes I don't think I'm even worthy of dirt
it feels awkward talking to a person in church
thinking I'll leave but only to return in a hearse
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I'm Leaving (Exit)
01:17
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