Lucid Dreams [Beat by Kiza Beats]

from Hell & Back by Fubar

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lyrics

Verse 1:

what a life, living it the best that I can
undeniably my clinical depression is back
I try and fight it convinced that I'm better than that
looking to liberate any of the stress that I have
yet again with a pen an a pad writing irrelevant trash
seeking what I fundamentally lack
mentally trapped, had a Vietnam War veteran dad
who's involvement was never the plan
all I do is ventilate and confess what I am
and don't expect you to listen to the end of the track
it's all essentially wack
no difference at all, nothing that sets me apart from the rest of the map
my enemy's back to instigate incredibly fast
I'm pissed off yet it's hard for me to sense when I am
I used to pray, asked if I'm destined to laugh or meant to be sad
nothing but silence when the questions were asked

Verse 2:

evil as they come, brain that is lethal as a gun
I inadvertently hurt the people that I love
haunted by a needle full of blood
a good night's sleep is essentially illegal where I'm from
now I tell people to die, knowing what the future is
basically the kid from The Omen in a uterus
chronically depressed, phobias are numerous
blended with anxiety I told you I ain't new to this
been plagued, eternally cursed
certainly worse than anyone you've heard with a verse
worst of the worst, looking to return to the Earth
without any regard for any person he hurts
don't matter if it's family or friend I'm as savage as it gets
living life with a hatchet in my neck
my humanity is dead
I fail when I try and enjoy life believing that a tragedy is next